Though these miles of land and sea separate our bodies,
the bond that unifies our souls remain untouched by physical barriers.
When you are in pain, I sense it somehow.
Something in my soul alerts me to your trouble.
Does your soul feel when mine is in trouble? You abandoned me after I said that I love you.
You have become quiet after I said that I want you.
You once said that I was more than just my body to you.
That you would, if we weren’t separated, want to date me.
But I see now that you preyed on my childish pure feelings.
You took my faith in your sincerity and pushed it off of Dover.
I can’t help but believe that you have always lied to me.
You led me on as if you cared for me deeply
when all of this time you cared for yourself only.
I must accept that I am nothing to you.
I’m not even a real person to you.
I am a toy providing passing pleasure.
And like a real doll, sometimes I matter
but when you’ve a new toy you lose all interest.
You act like I don’t exist when I’m not in front of you.
In one breath you say that I should live my life despite you.
But in certain moments you say,
“I’m jealous when you date because that guy is not me.”
Though at this point I don’t believe you,
my heart still stubbornly wants to hold onto you.
So try as I do, no one else ever works.
Even when I should not have I still loved you the most.
You still mattered more than he who deserved it. I sacrificed myself and corrupted my senses
all so that you could be happy
even at my own expenses.
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