Just FB Friends

Since you won’t speak to me unless it’s my birthday,

Guess we’re just Facebook friends, now

And nothing more

I miss talking to you, as I would any person who was once dear

But I miss you particularly, even as I know it’s fine that we don’t speak

Our lives belong in seperate hemispheres just like our bodies physically are

You’re better for it and, in a small way, I guess l am too.

I relied on you too much when I was sad,

So my feelings were always confused

I lost what could have been a better friendship

Because I turned to you too much.

Now that you’re no longer there, 

I feel my pains more acutely

The loneliness is worse than it was before

Because, now, there’s no one to share anything with

But we were never meant to be good friends

Things always interrupted our bond

We, too, treated it poorly;

We distorted it

Now, it’s simply undefined like dividing zero by zero and finding the limit

We might need a rule like L’Hôp’s to redefine us

But even then, the definition would be in a sense distorted

It will have a theoretic answer: just a new set of demarcated possibilities,

A clear boundary that it can never approach,

So Facebook frinds for now, I guess.

Maybe something more later?

You’ll have to let me know.

 

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About FreeFlowingThoughts

All of the writing is original and some of the drawings are too. I do these as a form of stress relief and to share my work with others. मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ / पल दो पल मेरी कहानी है / पल दो पल मेरी हँसती है / पल दो पल मेरी जवानी है / मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ...मुझ से पहले कितने शायर आये और आकर चले गये / कुछ आहें भरकर लौट गये / कुछ नग़मे गाकर चले गये / वे भी एक पल का हिस्सा थे / मैं भी एक पल का हिस्सा हूँ / कल तुम से जुदा हो जाऊँगा तो आज तुम्हारा हिस्सा हूँ / मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ...कल और आयेंगे नग़मों की खिलती कलियाँ चुननेवाले / मुझ से बेहतर कहनेवाले / तुझ से बेहतर सुननेवाले / कल कोई मुझ को याद करे / क्यूँ कोई मुझ को याद करे? / मसरूफ़ ज़माना मेरे लिये क्यूँ वक्त अपना बरबाद करे? / मैं पल दो पल का शायर हूँ। (कभी कभी से १९७६) I am a poet for a moment or two/My story is for a moment or two/My laughter is for a moment or two/My youth is for a moment or two/I am a poet for a moment or two...Before me, many poets came and left/Some were burdened with sighs and returned from where they came/Some sang songs before leaving/They were part of a moment/I, too, am part of a moment/Tomorrow I may be separated from you/But today I am a part of you/I am a poet for a moment or two...Tomorrow more song will come like blooming flower buds to choose from/There may be better storytellers than me/There may be better listeners than you/Tomorrow someone may remember me/Why would anyone remember me?/Why would this busy world waste time for my sake?/I am (only) a poet for a moment or two. (From Kabhie Kabhie 1976) [Translation is not word-for-word.]
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